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Sometimes its hard to know whether you're doing the smart thing for yourself. Like in the long run is this going to be better for me even though I'll be paying more money?
I can't tell, all I know is that I won't be terrified anymore about how I'm gonna pay off all these medical bills. Because fuck them, they don't work with you. I had an absolute meltdown on Wednesday during my lunch break and let me tell you how fun it is to go back into work all puffy/red eyed. Loads.
I have to believe that paying all this off and basically condensing it into 2 bills will be much more bearable than rearranging money every month and never doing anything ever again because I can't afford it.
*sigh* I better be off to the bank. Hope I'm doing the right thing.
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[21 Jun 2009|02:36am] |
Ok this "Is She Really Dating Him?" show on MTV is damn funny. Damn funny. Because these guys are total douche bags. I just love the commentary.."abraca-douche".
Sinus infections can bite me by the way. I've sounded gross for like 3 days. But I refuse to go to Urgent Care without health insurance so I will suffer it out.
That is all.
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[02 Jun 2009|09:29pm] |
I have a hard time finding it ok to live in a world where fucking Twilight can beat The Dark Knight in ANYTHING. And come on...best fight?!!?! *Note: Talking about the MTV Movie Awards. And yes, I'm aware that they are just that, the MTV Movie Awards but come the fuck on!!! Its Twilight. The movie was AWFUL. AWWWWFUUUULLLLLL!
And I would watch Andy Samberg's version of New Moon any day over the actual thing. Ug. I have to rant about it. Boggles my mind.
I love his face after the clip shows. He was really good on this. Go Andy. I don't always find him funny but I enjoyed him.
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[17 May 2009|11:43pm] |
For the longest time I never even knew this thing existed, and honestly every time I drove to DIA it was in a park and ride bus so you don't really see this. But come the fuck on...how scary is this thing?
That is the actual horse. First time I saw it was at night and I was like "WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT?!" And..AND it actually killed the guy who was commissioned to build it! Fucking fell over and killed him.
Devil horse!
I just had to comment on this. How nice for relatives visiting Denver to see? "There's the Rocky Mountains, oh and there's Satan's horse!"
OH OH! And it's like..at least 15 feet tall.
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[10 May 2009|07:38pm] |
Where did the budget go for XMen Origins? I don't get it. Like all the 3 XMen prior were pretty damn awesome. Effects, decent acting, yada yada. The Origins comes around and even Wolverine is different and wussier. I wanted the movie to be awesome...because come on its Wolverine but then I kept hearing bad things about it so I braced myself for a not so good movie. And needless to say I was really disappointed. I mean when he was in the bathroom on the farm and he sees his new claws..honestly it looks like someone forgot to put them in on time and they just slapped some shit ass graphics on there.
NO BUENO. I was way more excited about the Transformers 2 trailer. Geez.
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[30 Apr 2009|08:05pm] |
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So needless to say, Monday did not go as I had planned.
Woke up on Monday morning with terrible pain in my upper abdomen which I've actually had before. When I first had it and I went to the doctor(ok..urgent care) they thought it was an ulcer since I also had H.Pylori bacteria which causes ulcers. So we treated that, I had an endoscopic scope done and all was well.
The pain started Saturday night but had gone away by Sunday morning. Now here comes Monday and I can't even function. I called my mom to have her get an appointment with my family care doctor who happens to be an hour north. The appointment wasn't until 2 pm so I just had to wait. By 11 though I was done..I threw up, couldn't stop crying, the whole nine yards. My mom ended up driving down and we decided we were just going to go to the ER.
And as we all know ERs suck for being fast. We arrived at around 12:45 and we got into an actual room at 3 pm. The doctor came in and asked a few questions and he just decided to have me go get an ultra sound. So we went and did that with some funny Russian lady and went back to the ER room. So we figured out it was a gallstone that was causing all the pain and what was nice is that I didn't have to have surgery that day. My mom said it was an out patient type thing so I could be in and out in a day. I called work and switched a shift because hey it was going to be all good.
Doctor comes back in says he's glad we did an ultra sound because of what we found and then told me I was being admitted. Um...what? My mom asked why I couldn't just to an out patient and he said if it was just a gallstone he'd let me go but because there was a significant amount of inflammation I'd have to have surgery soon. Well awesome. So now its 6:30 and I'm about to be moved to an observational unit to wait for surgery.
The plan we were told was that I would be having surgery Tuesday sometime so for the time being I was just going to be put into the observational place. I get into my "room" I use that term loosely and I'm all set up with the iv and shit. As I'm being checked in by the nurse another nurse comes in to say that the OR nurse is coming to get me. So now I'm actually having surgery tonight. I should note that I really don't like hospitals and I've gone 22 years without having to be in one. So the idea of surgery made me very very very nervous.
I'm thankful that the OR nurses were really nice and helped calm me down because I was shaking and crying. The surgeon was nice, had me sign a consent for in spanish before he realized what he was doing. Anethesiologist..totally not spelled right but y'know, was cool. I was just laughing after he gave me the first drug before I was completely under. All the people were just laughing at me. Went in about 9 pm and I think it was around 11 when I was back in the room. My dad got there right before the surgery and so he and my mom hung out while I was in there. My mom finally got to eat so I was happy for that.
The surgeon told my parents that this was definitely the best move since my gallbladder was in bad shape. He ended up removing the whole thing so now it shouldn't bother me anymore. Didn't really sleep after surgery..I think I ended up getting maybe 3 hours? Morphine also isn't all its cracked up to be. And IVs can kiss my ass. I made it home on Tuesday by noon and this is where I've been since. My mom and I did go out for awhile yesterday but that's about it.
I'm going back to work tomorrow, I just have to take it easy. I could stay out longer but I feel bad because this is my last week there and I've already missed 3 days. Granted this is something that can't be helped.
And yea that's really all. I basically just meander around a lot and move like a pregnant lady. Percocet also isn't all its cracked up to be but hey when you take one of those then like half an hour later take an Ambien you get a solid night of sleep that's for sure.
I think this is the longest entry I've written in a long as time.
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[26 Apr 2009|12:34am] |
The tattoo options are freaking ENDLESS!!! I just wish I could find some huge ass version of it...like bigger than the one I'm linking to.
http://www.sceptermagazine.com/wp-content/uploads/2008/11/bunny_mandala.jpg
No way I'm putting that up here because it would stretch everything but my god..all the bunnies. Oh the possibilities. Thank you sales girl at Vans for mentioning this!
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[21 Apr 2009|04:34pm] |
Well I got the Pac Sun job! And I accepted. Its a lateral move so not making any more money but just taking the pressure of having to sell a credit card is totally worth it. I'll start on May 4.
Planning on giving my 2 weeks tomorrow which I'm totally nervous about. I just don't like disappointing people or putting anyone out but this is best for me so I'll deal. I'll probably cry but ya know.
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[19 Apr 2009|12:02pm] |
*wiggles fingers* Ninety nine pence!
I used to not like The Misadventures of Flapjack but it has grown on me. So has Chelsea Lately. I never thought she was funny but I can't get enough of her round tables. They makes me laaaauugh.
Had 2 interviews with PacSun so I may hear something beginning of this week. We shall see.
I want to get everyone to go play putt putt for my birthday I just need to get organized on it and pick a time/place to do it. I'd rather do something randomly fun and silly for my birthday than go to a bar. The only official thing I have planned is my mommy coming down to spend the day with me! YAY!
That's all for now.
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[10 Apr 2009|10:32pm] |
$15 off on anything coupons make me cry. They make work very very very stressful. I was dead to the world by 5 pm. And it'll only be worse tomorrow.
But I do have an interview with Pac Sun on Monday so we'll see how that goes.
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